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List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

SONGS:
1. Sodom South Georgia- Iron & Wine
2. Passing Afternoon- Iron & Wine
3. Wolf Song- Patrick Wolf
4. Funny Valentine- Paulson
5. Angeles- Elliott Smith
6. Jealous Guy-  (cover by) Elliott Smith
7. Lunacy Fringe- The Used (<< only because it was dedicated to me. I don't like The Used.)

TAGGED:
1- [info]srzly
2- [info]datslikesofetch
3- [info]ibanezmanny
4- [info]kill_yourfriend
5- [info]_tulipsr_better
6- [info]crazynerda
7- [info]coppersky

Current Mood:
restless restless
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 Grievious George [3:49 AM]:  I would strip for you for free if the time was approriate lmao
Dontfake r0mance [3:50 AM]:  omg, really?
Dontfake r0mance [3:50 AM]:  wtf?
Dontfake r0mance [3:50 AM]:  that was so random!!
Grievious George [3:50 AM]:  yea it was
Grievious George [3:51 AM]:  lol
Dontfake r0mance [3:51 AM]:  lol
Dontfake r0mance [3:51 AM]:  why me?
Grievious George [3:51 AM]:  well...because you're hot? lol
Dontfake r0mance [3:52 AM]:  lol!
Dontfake r0mance [3:52 AM]:  and you would to me? how does that make sense?
Grievious George [3:52 AM]:  well that's if there was a time when we were playing around and stuff and I brought that up
Dontfake r0mance [3:53 AM]:  lol, shut up
Current Mood:
wtf? wtf?
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You wanna laugh at someone ridiculous? Well then go check the comments on my last LJ post.
Current Mood:
perplexed perplexed
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This is something a friend of mine quoted from a friend of hers:

"Thank you, I'm sorry, and I love you are three things you should never say, but always show."

I partially agree with it. I think that you should say those things but, as much as you may mean them, without any action to back your words up, your words are futile and meaningless. You should definitely always show these things if you really mean them, apart from saying them. Remember, words are cheap-- if not backed up with actions.

Current Mood:
tired tired
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So, I just got this random idea.

I'm gonna make a new LJ account (while keeping this one) and it'll be all about pictures I will edit. I tend to get a lot of compliments and requests so, this may not be a bad idea.

It's one of my favorite hobbies and I enjoy doing it so much. I actually take my time with each picture until it matches my vision of how it should be. At first I'll post random, edited pictures, including some of mine, until I get requests.

You guys can start requesting now. I don't care who it is or what kind of picture it is (nothing obscene, please). The ones I'll post will be edited according to my tastes, like it or not. If you request, I can send you one of yours as an e-mail or MySpace message edited the way you'd like. If you'd like to request, please comment me.

Do you guys like the idea?

Current Mood:
restless restless
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I went to a bar recently, in West Palm, for a show and I was quite shocked to see this:

close-up

yes, that's right. condoms. candy-flavored ones, where you're supposed to go to buy candy.

Current Mood:
bored bored
Current whispers in the wind:
A Perfect Sonnet// Bright Eyes
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48% of guys said that a lot of hook ups boost their reputation.

76% of you [girls] said that a lot of hook ups harm your reputation.

Current Mood:
blah blah
Current whispers in the wind:
Paulson
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The beer I had for breakfast was a bottle of Mad Dog
And my 20/20 vision was fifty percent off
You said punch-buggy red and punched me right in my left eye
I said don't you mean pediddle? and I lit his house on fire

He came home on acid I was holding his shotgun
I was dressed like Tina Turner in beyond thunder dome
He said don't shoot, I said I won't I love you you're my friend
I handed him my wig and shot myself in the head

Then I stuffed a box of tissues in the hole in my skull
I got in my Mazda and I drove to the mall
I got a big Johnson shirt and some silicone tits
When I pulled out the tissues they were covered with shit

And the beer I had for breakfast was a box of cheap white wine
And the boom box on my shoulder was a box of clementines
I ate every single one without noticing the mold
You said you're gross my darling, I said no I'm rock and roll

Even though I'd never ever been in a band
I got cool as black ice tattooed on my hand
And the christians gave me comic books as if I would be scared
Of burning in hell well I was already there

And the beer I had for breakfast silver bullet in the brain
And the beer I had for lunch was a bottle of night train
And the beer I had for dinner was my crazy neighbor's pills
We had to sit down on skateboards jut to make it down the hill

Then I peed my pants and you stole the groom's cigar
And some old man made me watch him masturbate locked in his car
When I got back to the apartment you were face down on the floor
You said don't go to bed yet let's go get a 64

And the beer I had had for breakfast was a pint of Jim Beam
And a fifth of peach schnapps and some warm Sunny D
And you said bottoms up just as I bottomed out
I tried to scream fuck you but blood was pouring out my mouth

Evan Dando never planned on telling you the truth
And your Leonardo ID card is your fountain of youth
You can be a teenager for your whole fucking life
Just find some pretty sucker and make that bitch your wife

I guess by now you all know my friend Danny broke his neck
He was driving home from Sirens when he got into a wreck
First I cried for him and then I cried for me
Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be

But the rocks with holes are warm in my hands
And I buried my toes in the hot hot sand
And the silver pink pony kisses me and says
You've come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy
Current whispers in the wind:
The Beer// Kimya Dawson
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 Friday, May 5, 2006-- Cinco De Mayo

'Twas a phenomenally awesome night...



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Inside the bus


View outside the bus








Upon arrival


What's up with that smile!?


Disney World's Magic Kingdom


The main stage with Fefe Dobson


The Palace of my dreams!




I was obsessed with it okay?!


A random, gorgeous building with lake reflection


Jahzel




The beautiful, cobwebbed chandelier inside Haunted Mansion



Ben, Noel, and Chino modeling at their best!



Me, Jahzel, and Jessi


Fireworks at Midnight!


Stupid flourescent light in my way!!







The magnificent, eerie-looking castle!


Making a stupid face


Ben, Chino, and Noel inside the Teacups!










Party Time!-- Somehow I got stuck in a sandwich!


The view outside the cruise



The Mickey Mouse ears on the caps don't show! :[




Inside cruise


It all ended too soon! 
Friends-only post soon to come! ;]






 

Current Mood:
chipper chipper
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SOOOO... life is getting a bit hectic right now, especially this month.
Graduation is in a FEW WEEKS!! "woot! and (deep, heavy)sighhhh"
Right now I have to worry about getting myself into a college, filling out my FAFSA form, and whatnot.
The most exciting and perhaps STRESSFUL thing I have to do this month is choreograph a dance for my final, dance project. It's gonna be fun. I have a group of 5 girls, including myself. We're gonna be 19th century French prostitutes since we're doing Moulin Rouge's "Lady Marmalade." Apart from having to choreograph it, my group decided they'd be in good hands in putting me in charge of the hair, makeup, and costume. I was more than willing to concur in this, of course... I'm also opening the song, which means I'm gonna have start it before they all come in. Yikes. This is all thrilling and fun yet oh, so stressful!
On another note, I've decided I'm not gonna look for a job until after I graduate.
I wouldn't have time to dedicate myself to more important things that are present in my life at the moment.
Which reminds me... f'n FINALS!! very soon. suckss.
To Mario: Te estrano como nunca. Hang tight and things will get better... 
P.S. I don't care if you like it or not. I don't like it either but it's what's needed.
Current Mood:
tired tired
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In the limo... Carlos (front), Leo (back)


Hummer "Poker Room" Limo...


Overhead mirror reflection


Raul




Maria


Kris


Mario having butt sex with Raul on the dancefloor


Evelyn


Cinthya


Distractions/Impatience


Jasmin





Jessi (my niece), Jahzel


Jahzel's boyfriend holding our stuff while we took pictures! haha :]


Leslie and Raul




At the "after-party".... we're too kool to be pretty


@ The Marriot  Melanie and Carlos


Where's the butterfly? :'[


On our way to the beach...











@ The House of Curtains... Currents... mah boo on drums... and, yes, they stole the show!!


Emergency Numbers Kenny on drums




Alex Death


George?


wtf? all he needs is the straightjacket. ; ]  hahah



Current Mood:
happy happy
Current whispers in the wind:
Falling Into Space// Don Dilego
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but never was seen.


17. Honestly, Do you believe in God?
how could i not? please smash your head against the wall several times if you don't. perhaps then your occipital lobe will begin to function properly for the first time. gosh, i think you must be blind if you don't. (i may sound naively "proud" to most of you) but you have the audacity to call us zealots (and with such convinced certainty, might i add)!!!  now, really?? f*ken open your eyes. look at the world around you. the simplest thing has a universe behind it. study it, watch it. give up on tv and internet for a while. don't use your i-pod, don't listen to music, f*ck the cellphone. f*ck the newspapers, the madness, the words said by others dancing 'round your head, influencing your beliefs. get outta your house and go outside. let your surroundings be your new pair of "headphones," your music. get comfortable with it. study everything around you. contemplate, ponder, wonder. your brain is the size of a peanut (don't forget), compared to the vastness and the depth, and the universe inside a universe that is creation. yes, creation! go outside. clear your mind. contemplate, ponder, wonder. focus. not on your life, your surroundings. do it again. try it. There you go. Now you're beginning to see the fingerprints of your Maker. Now you can feel it. You can. and now you believe me.
Current Mood:
restless restless
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and i cherish every little thing you do.
Current Mood:
content content
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1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. what would you get me for my birthday (money is not a factor)?
14. what would you change about me?

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF YOURSELF!

Current Mood:
calm calm
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Current Mood:
content content
Current whispers in the wind:
Comely// Neutral Milk Hotel
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ughhhff!! I'm so fucking upset with computers!! I was writing a fucking message to someone in my defense in response to false accussations, and it was already about 4-5 pages long! All my effin' work is gone!!! I'd made sure to copy it all so that I could paste it in case the internet froze but it didn't even save! I wish for just this moment that I was violent to help release this anger and frustration and could throw this glass next to me and enjoy seeing it shatter! Fuck. I'm so upset!!!!!!

Fucking computer trying to play April Fool's jokes on me. I think it was payback for the prank I pulled on my boyfriend. Damn it! }:O

Current Mood:
enraged enraged
Current whispers in the wind:
heavy breathing
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No other music gets my blood to rapidly surge through my veins as that of the Gipsy Kings'. That is why I must change the music in order to concentrate on this I'm about to write!

Yesterday was an incredible day!! I went to the Get Motivated Seminar held here in Bank Atlantic Arena in Ft. Lauderdale. I went with my parents and brother. We were there around 10:30am, so that means I didn't go to school! Exceptional tycoons such as Collin Powell, New York's mayor, Giuliani, Zig Ziggler, popular comedian Jerry Lewis, and many others were there to speak about what leadership is, how to achieve success, and whatnot. Thousands upon thousands overfilled the arena. There were lots of men and women dressed in blazers and dress shoes. I was one of the very few non-adult people who attended. My favorite speaker was Mayor Giuliani. He truly won my respect and admiration. He's an extraordinary speaker who said great things on what a leader is and the qualities they possess. "A leader cares for his people, but more than that, he loves them," was one of the things he said. Suze Orman, "America's Finance Specialist," said something I hope to never forget: "Your thoughts become your words, your words become your actions, your actions become your habits, and your habits become your destiny." It was great listening to people that have achieved success in their careers speak about the things that have helped them get so far... simple things, such as changing your way of thinking, your attitude, your lifestyle. Focusing on sharpening mind, body, and spirit, one said. Being successful in the little things that are in your control, is what I'm inspired to aspire now after that seminar. It'd begun at 7am and ended at 5:30pm. I stayed there 'til its end. Jerry Lewis! was hilarious! Woot, I saw a man live, who was friends with Frank Sinatra!! And now I'll share some of his jokes (that are much funnier when heard from the mouth of Jerry Lewis):

"It's funny how Chinese people name their children. You wouldn't believe how they get their ideas. What they do is they grab handfuls of silverware and throw 'em as far up as they can above them and and as the forks, knives, and spoons fall down to the ground, they listen carefully to the sounds being made: Kling, klong, clash, ching, chong!"

"[80-year old Jerry Lewis speaking about himself] Once, not too long ago,  I was walking down a busy street when I saw a young man with brown boots up to his knees, raggedy clothes, and long hair swerving to one side of his head, spiked, in colors of all kinds: blue, yellow, red, green.... I stood still and stared at him, puzzled. The young man asked me, 'Old man, you've never done anything daring in your life before, heh?!'  'Yeah,' I responded, 'I had sex with a parrot once and I thought you might've been my son.'"

"Once there was this middle-aged married man who'd taken his wife to a clinic for a doctor's appointment. Waiting for his wife outside the office, a while had passed when the wife had came out from the clinic when she rushed to him and said, excited, "Honey, Doctor said I have breasts like that of an 18-year old!" "Heh! Did he say anything about that 55-year old ass?" "No, your name wasn't brought up."

Hahaha. He was funny. It was his 80th birthday that day. I'm glad I had the opportunity to see such important people speak wisdom derived from experience into my ears.

It was awesome! :)

Current Mood:
jubilant jubilant
Current whispers in the wind:
Vienna// Billy Joel
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YAY!! SO0o... I'm super-exhausted and I won't sound as EXCITED (=D) as I am right now (althoughireallyshouldn'tbe).

Today the most apparently ridiculous idea was uttered from the mouth of my prom date, Fabian:
*on the phone*
"I have a fantastickkk idea!! Ready to hear it?"
"What is it?"
"Your birthday is on prom right?"
"Yes. Why?"
"Okay, Okay. Uhh, you should be a PIMP!"
"Wtf are you talking about, Fabian??"
"Okay, okay! Look, for prom you could go with me and go with the guy
who asked you to go, too! And then you'll be with two dates instead of one!! 
How does that sound?!"
"Fabian, you're an idiot. I have to go now, lunch is over. Bye."

*appx. 13 hours later in Mario's car*

"OMG! Melanie, go to my PROM!!" 
"So Demzy, are you asking me out??"
"Of course!"
"Fuck yeah, I'm there!"
"WOOT!"
"Be Mario's date."
"Awesome."
*Mario slaps Melanie's hand*
*2 minutes later*
"OMG!! Be MY DATESSSS!!!! I've decided to take 
Fabian's advice, but instead of
2, how about 3?!"
*they agree*
"I'm dead serious, y'know."
"Yeah! We are, too."
"Heck yeah!"

SO NOW I HAVE 3 PROM DATES!!!!! WHY?! 
BECAUSE DEZM IS A FRIGGIN' QUEEN.

Current Mood:
restless restless
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Like a stone thrown in water, forming an enlarging ripple, the littlest thing you do can grow into something big, beyond your control. We must extinguish childish impulses... act in wisdom... for we think living "freely" indeed makes us free but, old, gray-haired wisdom is your most loyal friend. If we trust her and let her guide us, only then will you know free. A little "innocent" act can lead to something irreparable. So, think beyond the action before it becomes an action. Beyond. Is it worth it? Don't put yourself at risk, for the gravity of loss and regret can be unbearable....
Current Mood:
pensive pensive
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TODAY:

 

I screamed as if a rapist was holding a knife to my neck in a dark alley because I saw a two-inch mosquitoe inside my house.

Current Mood:
hot hot
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